*pouts* school is starting like NEXT WEEK :/
and I dont think i have really enjoyed my holidays to the max YET :(

can't wait to see my girls tml!
we have SO MUCH to catch up on!! ^^

it's two days from now.
goodness. so fast.
I thank God for His timely prompt and for revealing things to me.
I no longer feel so affected by you-know-what ler :))
Lord, pleasepleasepleasepleasePLEASE let me pass.
I hope to be able to give my testimony on Sunday!! :))

YAY! exams are all over :D

but I didn't get that awesome relieved feeling ysd.
I merely felt like I was being "showered" with buckets of cold water :/
the best thing about ysd, not only have my exams ended, I ate the nicest sesame icecream!!
Quite expensive tho, for a single scoop. :)
thanks to Jer's daddy who treated us to yummie-licious jap food.
at the very least, the sesame icecream cheered me up.
and oh! yvonne's understanding made me feel comforted too :)

anyway!! I've got the best-est birthday gift already!
a postcard from HK with lots of love! :)
THANK YOU FLORENCE SIEW YU MIN!^^
:DD am really happy and touched! :))
thank you, my dear.

AWESOME!

AWESOME! I had an amazing day!! :))
Will update shortly on my entire week! :DD

Updates! + random discoveries & thoughts

1. IRONMAN2 IS AWESOME!!
I simply can't find a better way to put it! :D
AWESOME!
the movie is so miraculously AWESOME that it drove away my unhappiness for the day!
AWESOME!
and what's more AWESOME, is that I've got my AWESOME boyfriend for company!
^^ so happy!!

2. I learnt my lesson today: NEVER to help people who will NEVER appreciate it.
like seriously, if you weren't related to my beloved.
DO YOU SERIOUSLY THINK I WOULD GIVE A SHIT ABOUT YOU!!
and to think, I've always try to give you CHANCE after CHANCE.
but man, today, JUST TODAY.
you've successfully made me lose ALL my respect for you.
because, today, you pointed your filthy finger at me and my beloved.
YOU ONLY HAVE YOURSELF TO BLAME.
goodbye to YOU.
cause you'll NEVER get any of my help again.
I learnt it the HARD WAY. just too bad for me.

3. IpMan2 was not too bad!! :))
more action than the previous :)
also a must-watch!! ^^
but if you're tight on budget, do INVEST on IRONMAN2!! :DD

4. Received the revelation that Marriage must be built upon a true foundation of love and trust.
and I'll do my best to ensure that I settle down with someone who truly loves me!! :DD
and oh people, I ain't in a hurry to get married ler!! :D
My life is simply AWESOME now.

5. Today, I finally got SHOCKED by reality!! >.<
Exams is just less than THREE DAYS away.
OH MY!
I feel so motivated NOW.
exciting!!!!^^

6. Driving test is COMING SOON too.
exciting.
I just pray and hope that I won't get THAT awful feeling of nervousness when I go for my test.
Please stay away from me, YOU AWFUL NERVOUSNESS!!
RAWRRRRRRRRRRRRR!!! >.<

OK. that's about it.
I SO must get back to mugging.
but to end off, IRONMAN2 is simply AWESOME!! ^^
I'm SO going to watch it a SECOND, THIRD & FOURTH time.
hehs. if I can afford the time, that is. :))

Am just home from mugging @ macs.
tiring man!! :/

random things that I have been through/feel/done for the past two weeks.

`shopped on a tight budget with Jer!! ^^ (it was so SO so fun can!)
`gotten more involved with church :)
`started mugging for the scary exams. HEHS.
`felt super angry over work issues; ALMOST exploded >.<
`missed buffets with my unifriends :(
`fallen in love all over again! ^^

whee. Sunday's coming. CAN'T WAIT!! :DD

:(

:( hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm..
I feel disappointed.
Greatly disappointed.
I feel awful :(
Ask me to define Disappointment.
I would say,
Disappointment is a thing that eats you up from the inside,
until you no longer have real feelings anymore.
:(

jiayou, limjiaxin:)

putting all the emo-ness aside.
limjiaxin, you really need to work on your project.
:(

hates being down with a high fever.
So drowsy, so heavy-headed, but can't sleep.
I NEED SLEEP. couldn't even fall asleep for the whole night :'(
sad.

there're people who are always making sacrifices.
and there'll always be people who are unwilling to.

there're people who are hopeless romantics.
and there'll be always be people who can't seem to understand that even a simple gesture could make a BIG difference.

there're people who are always trying so hard.
and there'll always be people who can't be bothered no matter what.

there're people who choose to love with all their heart.
and there'll always be people who don't cherish such people.

if it's all about opposites attract.
perhaps, one day, the other group of people should open up their eyes and see what they already have.

this is just a random entry. dont have to think too much into it.

grey clouds, rainy weather, gloomy me :/

I know I haven't been updating my blog diligently.
The third month of this year is coming to an end soon.
Alot has happened and passed.
And more has been happening even since I committed myself to a forty-days fast.
though at times I get discouraged, demoralised and even my very loved one is being used by the enemy to attack me;
but limjiaxin will make it through.
she is determined to hold on tight and make it through.
jiayou, limjiaxin.

like a very deflated balloon :(
man, the feeling sucks :(

thank you, Lord.
For the timely prompt:))

Lord, I surrender everything to You and pray that You'll guide me and us through it all.
I have faith that all will work out just fine :)

ps: starting from tml...

SHOPPING is so liberating!! :D
Bought two items today.
But I'm truly and perfectly satisfied with my loots! :)
1. One pair of flats from Mimosa - $19.90
2. One skirt by Arthur Yen - discounted from $69.90 to $29.90.

AM so so SOOOOOOO happy :))

to a good friend whom I just spoke to, not long ago: JIAYOU! :)

to limjiaxin: JIAYOU too!

So long since i last updated.
Been really busy :(

Here's what I've done for the past week:

1. Have CNY reunion dinner with Jer's family and extended family at a nice restaurant. Ate until super FULL can.

2. Rushed out two assignments. SO tiring. (Must start on my SO assignment and the rest, so I don't have to rush.

3. Went to eat Macs with Jer sneakily before dinner time, 'cause we didnt want to spoil our appetite :)

4. Ordered Macs for dinner one day.
Ordered super alot.
and watch LIE TO ME.
happy!:)

5. Sat in for my first interview :)

6. Went eat at El Migos.
totally loved what I ordered.
Seafood Aglio olio.
it's fabulous!!:)

7. Ate CNY reunion dinner with Jer's family.
SO FULL!! and the food was great.
the company was even BETTER :))

8. Wanted to start on an exercise regime with Jer. but that day had too many things to do. Ended up delaying it :'(

I think that's about it :)

I'm going to miss my boyfriend :( *sobs*

happy CNY in advance to all! :)

SIGH :/

A reminder to self:
limjiaxin, you NEED to pray more.
limjiaxin, you NEED to let the Lord take the wheel.
limjiaxin, you NEED to have MORE faith.

:) I had a great service.
Lord, I pray that you'll take the wheel and lead me :)

So many things happened over the past week.
I'm still feeling a little tired.
and perhaps, still a little depressed.
but I thank God for He has worked miracles in my life to keep me safe and gave me the strength to go through all that I had to go through :)

Just had an extremely fun time with my two great uni friends.
Wanted to go sing song, but ended up with our booking cancelled.
and so, we ended up yum cha-ing for hours until the starbucks people were closing up.
I really enjoyed such sessions.
relaxing but fun :)

tml's a long day.
tuition and then singsong with eileen.
never tried that before; but i'm sure I'll have fun :D

why TOLERANCE of all the things, Lord? :/

YEAR 2010

it's YEAR 2010 now.
and this is my seven hundredth post :)

Typically, there's the "what I want to achieve by the end of Year 2010" List.
and so, TADA!

WHAT LIM JIAXIN hopes to achieve by the end of YEAR2010!

1. Be a more mature Christian!
2. Obtain better academic grades!
3. Learn & master the basics of the Piano!(Bf'll have to vomit alot of blood!)
4. Be able to play the guitar!
5. Be happy everyday!(if not, most of the year!)
6. Get Married!(I WISH! haha. this's always been on my list every year!LOL!)
7. Lose weight!(Of at least 5kg!)
8. Be healthier & fitter!(yeah yeah. I know I've to exercise!)
9. Go on a trip with Boyfriend!(this is a must-fulfill!)
10. Get a laptop!(must save up LO!)

ok. I think that's it for the list.

Hmm. the new year has been so far so good.
Just been having lots of weird stuffs happening.
Just hoping that all of it will just go away, and leave everyone in peace.
:)

(sometimes, I feel so minute. As if I'm of negligible significance in your life. I thought I was supposed to be real special. but somehow, I feel no difference from all those other girls in your life. No difference at all. Maybe, just maybe, I'm not meant to be the One.)